Something Existing

People said the world is actually small. This saying can suggest "The Internet brings everybody together" and also "accidentally bump into someone". For my situation, it's the second meaning, and furthermore, it is totally a bomb!! Hell....

I was a very lucky person who studied in popular class since I was in high school. How popular? Lets say we were just well-known by the entire school. In high school, we were well-known because we were totally NOT like a class. I meant normally, if you are in the same class, you are more like a team which is considered as a united group. Contrary, we were well-known because we were not united (hahaha). And in my college, we were well-known because we studied in International college, we have foreign students in class, so sometimes some boring/annoying girls would stand outside of our window to check on foreign students, as if we are animals in the zoo.

Recently, I found an interesting TV problem on Discovery. The show is about two guys, Mark Anstice and Olly Steeds, live with a tribe, called Mek, to experience their unknown culture and also learn their living style.

Of course, it wasn't easy to get to know them since you know nothing about this tribe, and they sure do build a big wall to protect themselves from people outside of their tribe. Therefore, Mark and Olly have to do everything they requested to prove that they are friendly, would love to get to know them, and want to be accepted to be part of this tribe.

Before I graduated, my goal is to get a good job and earn money for life. And after months of working, I started to realize that nothing is easy, and working hard doesn't mean anything. Sometimes, I found myself feel bored when I have known a lot of things about my job, and then I need to have something new to interest me to keep on going. If I don't find any, I will easily feel it's time to leave.

And then after around 2~3 years working, I suddenly feel there is no ambition for me to keep on working. It's like earning money cannot be the reason to motivate me any more. There is nothing in front of me to chase any more, and I am just lost in the middle of the way!

We are all experiencing economic crisis together on earth, because of the stupidness of human beings. Some of you might not suffer from it, instead your business is getting fucking good. Then, maybe you can think of treating people a little bit nicer. I meant at least treat your employees a little bit better should not even harm any piece of you.

We sure understand that every boss wanna minimize their cost in the office by using minimum employees. But hell, now almost every employee is doing 2~3 people's workload. They keep their mouth shut and try to work harder just to keep their job without being laid off, whatever they are doing is just to have this salary to raise their family. Thus, why don't you give them a break, and try not to push or squeeze them that much? There is very high possibility that they can work much more if you just treat them a little bit better; they even will appreciate you to give them the opportunity!

Remember before the day I took on the plane, I went to a salon I used to go. I thought of fixing my hairs since it's been couple months that I didn't fix it. I wasn't in Taiwan a lot that year, and I really do not like to let some stranger to cut my hairs because of bad experience, and this kinda bad experience, we usually have to suffer for couple months to wait till hairs grow back. That's really no fun at all! Therefore, I insist to let the same person to cut my hairs, unless this person disappeared, and then I will start to worry about finding another good barber.

Nature is fighting back? We, human beings, deserve it?

I hate people when they give me attitude. Sure, I can understand that sometimes people just don't get what they want, so they will have bad mood. But for God sake, cannot you just get over it and go fucking hide your own attitude when seeing others?! You have right to feel bad, you have right to express your feeling, but don't give me that attitude when it comes to innocent people. I am not the one to piss you off, so get real, and go fix your stupid brain, especially you are over 30 years old. It's TIME to grow up!

You know, a day or two, I don't get it a shit, but hell, it's over a week. What the hell you want? It's not like the entire world rotates as you are being a center piece. Nobody would bother themselves to care what the hell you are mad at, or even make you feel better by letting you do whatever you want forever. So, get real, and get over what you are going through, you dumb ass!

G is my best friend ever.

That was a picture of blue eyes on G's profile of skype, and he came to talk to me. I barely remember our first conversation, but he's never been gone from my life since then. Later, I started to know him a little bit and also his present girlfriend. His girlfriend is a very beautiful girl and it's not hard to tell that she loves G very much. How? HA...G is a super lazy person who doesn't clean or cook in their apartment. He is so fucking lucky to have this girlfriend to do everything for him, and no matter how late his girlfriend works, he always waits till his girlfriend come home to cook, instead of making his own food or even making some for his girlfriend. He just never helped!!

對 我承認 我很懶 很懶得打中文 所以 五十幾篇的文章都是英文

但是 我今年似乎不懶哩 心血來潮的來打中文

Kelly Clarkson's song, Breakaway, is one of my favorite song. This song gave me so much feeling that I cannot describe, and whenever I heard this song, my eyes will all be covered by tears.

When the song released, I was studying in USA. It is a strange place that you can find people who want to know you, and at the same time, you can find people who don't even think you exist in this world. Thus, it's so much easy for me to feel that I will never be able to belong to there because of who I am.