Something Existing

Years ago, that evening, I wanted to talk to a classmate so bad so bad, but I didn't do it in the end. The next day, she jumped out of 9th floor window suicided. The night I heard the news, I regret that I didn't talk to her, because if I did, maybe I could stop her from doing it.

Coupld weeks ago, I attended a wedding. I had this strong feeling that I wanted to take photo with my cousin so bad, so strong. We did take one photo. And then, I heard that she might get breast cancer, and the 2nd time test doesn't look that good.

I am worried about the feeling, and I really hope I am, in fact, wrong about it.